fastest girl in the world

twloha

2009-10-28T19:46:12Z

We often ask God to show up. We pray prayers of rescue. Perhaps God would ask us to be that rescue, to be His body, to move for things that matter. He is not invisible when we come alive. I might be simple but more and more, I believe God works in love, speaks in love, is revealed in our love. I have seen that this week and honestly, it has been simple: Take a broken girl, treat her like a famous princess, give her the best seats in the house. Buy her coffee and cigarettes for the coming down, books and bathroom things for the days ahead. Tell her something true when all she's known are lies. Tell her God loves her. Tell her about forgiveness, the possibility of freedom, tell her she was made to dance in white dresses. All these things are true.

whatever I invented that game

2007-11-23T05:24:46Z

Ruck is being a loud little bastard. trying to get my attention and show me his extreme displeasure with being boxed when he's not tired. what a dramatic jackass. like father like son. I just love him.

high fidelity

2007-07-29T20:19:33Z

"It seems to me that if you place music (and books, probably, and films, and plays, and anything that makes you feel) at the center of your being, then you can't afford to sort out your love life, start to think of it as the finished product. You've got to pick at it, keep it alive and in turmoil, you've got to pick at it and unravel it until it all comes apart and you're compelled to start all over again. Maybe we all live life at too high a pitch, those of us who absorb emotional things all day, and as a consequence we can never feel merely content: we have to be unhappy, or ecstatically, head-over-heels happy, and those states are difficult to achieve within a stable, solid relationship. Maybe Al Green is directly responsible for more than I ever realized."

photo

2007-02-04T01:04:14Z

mo

2006-11-20T00:10:24Z

there is never a time when I wouldn't rather be sleeping.

me: i attacked you, you're dead now
brother: but im indiana james, i cant die
me: well i'm superman so your shit outta luck
brother: hahahhaha you make me laugh
brother: superman, bitch i have a kyrptonite whip with me
me: ASS

I'm practically a ghost.
double meaning.

I'll just knock myself out, I'll leave the key under the carpet

2006-09-24T21:14:55Z

blueeyedshutter (5:11:43 PM): hi

moa music please (5:11:56 PM): i snuck one full pound of organic banana chips into the library

moa music please (5:12:00 PM): i am one badass motherfucker

blueeyedshutter (5:12:39 PM): hahahahahaha

OMGSTFUWTF

2006-08-09T03:44:48Z

blueeyedshutter: dooode! shoes with skates omg!!!
soccersweete3388: lol they are totally kids shoes!

blueeyedshutter: THEY COME IN ADULT SIZES THEY MUST BE BIG KID SHOES!

blueeyedshutter: idc. i'm going over to Dicks sporting goods tomorrow and checking them out.

soccersweete3388: lol your crazy

soccersweete3388: lol

blueeyedshutter: lol. those ones dont look like the wheels pop in and out which might be a problem

blueeyedshutter: i'm going to skate all over campus!!!

soccersweete3388: and i'm going to pretend i don't know you

stupid unthoughtful kitty

2006-05-14T14:47:30Z

Twizzlers didn't get me anything for mothers day. rat bastard.

19.5 hrs to go

2006-04-26T18:10:02Z

Tristram Shandy: A Suck My Cock Story continues to give me trouble.

what?!

2006-03-30T02:27:08Z

IT'S UNDASTOOD,
I DO IT FO MY HOOD

vain

2006-01-09T22:59:46Z

today was really nice.

thank you for being so g-damn funny tonight

2006-01-07T03:15:22Z

ginger:
coolenjoyourpuddingwhileienjoymakingareallybigsentenceaboutabsolutelynothing.... nevermind, im too weak from starvation. eat your damn pudding, hoe

thousands of possibilities

2006-01-03T16:28:48Z

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Be more ganster than Snoop Dogg.

Get your resolution here

I thought it was Tuesday ALL DAY yesterday.

so that was akward.

this morning I got attacked by cling wrap.

so that was probably more akward.

<3

call tha popo hoe

2005-11-20T22:54:08Z

Diary of a Mad Black Woman: the story of my life

<3

in the wake of last nights depression.

2005-07-23T19:18:08Z

I really love watching Pimp My Ride. I have no idea why because the mechanics are so corny and sometimes they make the strangest cars but still....my love will not subside.

Ginger made an excellent point last night: more often than not people feel like updating their journal when they're upset. whether she's right in general or not, she's right about me. which might explain the rash of whining thats been filling these pages lately. my life is not that horrible, it just sometimes gets harder than I feel like I can deal with. especially recently. This summer has been the most life changing experience I've ever had and part of me desperately wants it to be over with. a tiny part of me wishes I was still the clueless girl I was at the beginning of May, because life was just easier then. but only a tiny part of me.

I used miss my naivity; when I didn't fully grasp the concept of who I am and what problems it will bring me throughout the rest of my life. I guess never truly thought it would bring any complications until it acctually did. It's made the past two months of my life both the most amazing heaven and the most painful hell. I never want it to end, but at the same time I'd give my world to make it go away. but who I am will never go away. and I'm finally able to be glad it won't. self-acceptance is something more people should have.

school will be a welcome release from summer. for some reason I feel like it will calm my mind and get me thinking rationally again. I'm excited for it to start and even more excited for it to end. I'm ready to move on.

so I have decided to give up my angsty entires. this is the last in the series. there is no reason to go through life angsty. things will always eventally work out. to me, life is about balance. for all of the bad there is just as much good. for hardships, relaxation. for failures, success.

I think I've finally found my light.

have a wonderful day everyone.

catchy.

2005-06-15T14:20:42Z