fastest girl in the world

Ruck is being a loud little bastard. trying to get my attention and show me his extreme displeasure with being boxed when he's not tired. what a dramatic jackass. like father like son. I just love him. 

there is never a time when I wouldn't rather be sleeping.


me: i attacked you, you're dead now
brother: but im indiana james, i cant die
me: well i'm superman so your shit outta luck
brother: hahahhaha you make me laugh
brother: superman, bitch i have a kyrptonite whip with me
me: ASS




I'm practically a ghost.
double meaning.

IT'S UNDASTOOD,
I DO IT FO MY HOOD

In the year 2006 I resolve to: Be more ganster than Snoop Dogg. Get your resolution here

I thought it was Tuesday ALL DAY yesterday.

so that was akward.


this morning I got attacked by cling wrap.

so that was probably more akward.



<3

I really love watching Pimp My Ride. I have no idea why because the mechanics are so corny and sometimes they make the strangest cars but still....my love will not subside.


Ginger made an excellent point last night: more often than not people feel like updating their journal when they're upset. whether she's right in general or not, she's right about me. which might explain the rash of whining thats been filling these pages lately. my life is not that horrible, it just sometimes gets harder than I feel like I can deal with. especially recently. This summer has been the most life changing experience I've ever had and part of me desperately wants it to be over with. a tiny part of me wishes I was still the clueless girl I was at the beginning of May, because life was just easier then. but only a tiny part of me.


I used miss my naivity; when I didn't fully grasp the concept of who I am and what problems it will bring me throughout the rest of my life. I guess never truly thought it would bring any complications until it acctually did. It's made the past two months of my life both the most amazing heaven and the most painful hell. I never want it to end, but at the same time I'd give my world to make it go away. but who I am will never go away. and I'm finally able to be glad it won't. self-acceptance is something more people should have.


school will be a welcome release from summer. for some reason I feel like it will calm my mind and get me thinking rationally again. I'm excited for it to start and even more excited for it to end. I'm ready to move on.


so I have decided to give up my angsty entires. this is the last in the series. there is no reason to go through life angsty. things will always eventally work out. to me, life is about balance. for all of the bad there is just as much good. for hardships, relaxation. for failures, success.


I think I've finally found my light.


have a wonderful day everyone.